Post by VladTaltos on Oct 29, 2003 10:58:48 GMT -5
Death, feared by most, Loved by others, but how do you fear something you know nothing about? or is it not knowing that scares people? I sit in my room questioning life, wishing for death. A rayzor lays in my hand hungrey for blood, I press its eg in to my skin then with one quick slice the blood begins to flow , again and again I let the rayzor fly, till the blood runs down my arm like a rushing river, The color is so beautiful, The pain in full of pleasure, I feel my body slowly weakening, As my lofe poors from the open cute, In this moment I belong.
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Maybe someday, that I can open to you, and say all the feelings, I know to be true. Maybe this day, You'll give me your heart, Instead just seeing you tear mine apart. Maybe tomorrow, I'll find my true self to tell you, you mean more to me than anyone else. Maybe you'll love me for all I am, not what I look like for that, I'd be damned. Maybe this day you will kiss me for hours, to hold you in my arms and feel love's true power. Maybe this power, will conquer everything, then I will know, what your love brings. But until then my eyes wont be dry, because every night, I stay up and cry. But I now know, that these tears just bring pain, that all of my efforts, have been in vein. Maybe you'll hate me, and despise my voice too, but no matter what, I will always love you. You bring me joy, unparralled love, and I know that these feelings, only come from above. you are my angel, my very best friend, I will always love you, my friend till the end. But until the day, I can open to you, all I can do, is pray for you. Maybe someday, that I can open to you, and say all the feelings I know to be true.
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This was my life, This was a flower, It wilts, This life I built, A dozen red roses wilt up and die,I curl my body into a ball, A lifeless form, Torn between Heaven and Hell, I'm higher than a mountian,My petals stretched out,My arms fall off, My life trimmed short, The red taken from me, I wilt up and die, Once a healthy grown seed,I'm returned to the earth, I curl my body into a ball,Dead and Buried, I'm torn betweeb Heaven and Hell.
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Come closer and look deeply into my eyes, Tell me I'm the only one, That keeps your heart alive. Sometimes I feel so alone and so afraid, The fear of lonliness grips me, And your cold hand and soul walk me to my grave. I hold out my hands, Look at the Crimson Pain, I Bleed For You Now My Love, But would you do the same? A little closer now look deeper into my eyes, Can you see the death in them? My soul drowning in lies. Sometimes I feel so cold without no chance of warmth, I stand alone in this Dark Void, To brave your frigid storm. I hold out my heart, Watch it beat in pain, Piece by piece I Bleed For You, You wouldn't do the same. So now take my story my Love, Take it with you through time, I Bleed For You Eternally, And I now give you my life.
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I was alone, in the masses, I was no one, amongst the many, I searched for hope, when there was none, I searched for love, when I only found frost, I searched for you, on years and years on end, I searched for you, Who I could not find, You were my chalice, quenching my thirst, You were my bread, So I had no hunger, You were my all, to fill my nothingness, Now you are no more, still I won't believe, Now you are no more, Still I search, still I hope, for, hopeless dreams, wishes crushed, and love not found.
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Darkness crept under my door, Into my room, across my floor Fear began to take control As bells of three the clock did toll Lightning flashed into the night and shadows danced with glowing light Thunder blared and shook the walls as I heard footsteps in the halls Then came a rap upon my glass I waited for the sound to pass The rapping grew much louder now and sweat dripped down across my brow I heard a voice and cringed with dread as thoughts of death raced through my head I peered out beneath my sheet and saw a girl, who smiled so sweet She grinned and waved and beckoned me No time to waste, I jumped with glee I grabbed the door, and flung it wide and she was quickly by my side She smiled again and with firm embrace we found our spot, our special place To dance away this night so new a serenade in morning dew then with a kiss, she left my side I searched for her, both high and wide But she was nowhere to be found I called to her, but heard no sound Morning came, I rushed outside And suddenly my eyes grew wide I shed a tear and read her grave
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Maybe someday, that I can open to you, and say all the feelings, I know to be true. Maybe this day, You'll give me your heart, Instead just seeing you tear mine apart. Maybe tomorrow, I'll find my true self to tell you, you mean more to me than anyone else. Maybe you'll love me for all I am, not what I look like for that, I'd be damned. Maybe this day you will kiss me for hours, to hold you in my arms and feel love's true power. Maybe this power, will conquer everything, then I will know, what your love brings. But until then my eyes wont be dry, because every night, I stay up and cry. But I now know, that these tears just bring pain, that all of my efforts, have been in vein. Maybe you'll hate me, and despise my voice too, but no matter what, I will always love you. You bring me joy, unparralled love, and I know that these feelings, only come from above. you are my angel, my very best friend, I will always love you, my friend till the end. But until the day, I can open to you, all I can do, is pray for you. Maybe someday, that I can open to you, and say all the feelings I know to be true.
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This was my life, This was a flower, It wilts, This life I built, A dozen red roses wilt up and die,I curl my body into a ball, A lifeless form, Torn between Heaven and Hell, I'm higher than a mountian,My petals stretched out,My arms fall off, My life trimmed short, The red taken from me, I wilt up and die, Once a healthy grown seed,I'm returned to the earth, I curl my body into a ball,Dead and Buried, I'm torn betweeb Heaven and Hell.
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Come closer and look deeply into my eyes, Tell me I'm the only one, That keeps your heart alive. Sometimes I feel so alone and so afraid, The fear of lonliness grips me, And your cold hand and soul walk me to my grave. I hold out my hands, Look at the Crimson Pain, I Bleed For You Now My Love, But would you do the same? A little closer now look deeper into my eyes, Can you see the death in them? My soul drowning in lies. Sometimes I feel so cold without no chance of warmth, I stand alone in this Dark Void, To brave your frigid storm. I hold out my heart, Watch it beat in pain, Piece by piece I Bleed For You, You wouldn't do the same. So now take my story my Love, Take it with you through time, I Bleed For You Eternally, And I now give you my life.
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I was alone, in the masses, I was no one, amongst the many, I searched for hope, when there was none, I searched for love, when I only found frost, I searched for you, on years and years on end, I searched for you, Who I could not find, You were my chalice, quenching my thirst, You were my bread, So I had no hunger, You were my all, to fill my nothingness, Now you are no more, still I won't believe, Now you are no more, Still I search, still I hope, for, hopeless dreams, wishes crushed, and love not found.
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Darkness crept under my door, Into my room, across my floor Fear began to take control As bells of three the clock did toll Lightning flashed into the night and shadows danced with glowing light Thunder blared and shook the walls as I heard footsteps in the halls Then came a rap upon my glass I waited for the sound to pass The rapping grew much louder now and sweat dripped down across my brow I heard a voice and cringed with dread as thoughts of death raced through my head I peered out beneath my sheet and saw a girl, who smiled so sweet She grinned and waved and beckoned me No time to waste, I jumped with glee I grabbed the door, and flung it wide and she was quickly by my side She smiled again and with firm embrace we found our spot, our special place To dance away this night so new a serenade in morning dew then with a kiss, she left my side I searched for her, both high and wide But she was nowhere to be found I called to her, but heard no sound Morning came, I rushed outside And suddenly my eyes grew wide I shed a tear and read her grave
